May 31st, 2005
chris hill >.
Posted by lL05lEl2 at 04:53 PM on May 31, 2005.
darn chris hill. he makes me cry. grrr... i hate loving you or i love hating you? which is it? wow. makes my heart race.. some. or makes me feel empty. geez. well.. today... he made me cry. *points at chris hill* all his fault. T_T i guess. currently listening to music that cheers me up. i guess... "this is a feeling" but... the song of the moment is... "after the winter in west grove"
Is it a question of distance, or is it a puzzle of time? You said that you could resist this, but now the winds have change! And the rain, won't ever go away. Its so much harder to live this way.
To hold you so close on a winter cold night, in December. That would be my Utopian Dream tonight. Well I'm not giving up, so soon on you. Because
I feel you in my heart and I don't want to let go. My eyes have been sown shut with strings of steel, and my thoughts trapped by walls. This is my world. Where my heart keeps on breaking.
The winters here, the sky is shading grey, and the memories are filling in my mind.
I am frantically searching for answers, to the questions in my head, and all the things you've ever said and why we all are here.
This is so much more than just a conversation, this is how I feel inside, with every breath I take I am closer to the truth. The answers we all seek inside.
My heart has aged, with every fading day, my sanity is whithering away, and I am anxiously searching for answers. TO the reasons we are here, and the questions we all fear, and the answer that we cannot bare. Can you feel the pain? This is so much more than just a conversation, this is how I feel inside. With every breath I take I am closer to the truth, the truth that we all seek inside. The truth we all need to know now! The truth feel inside.
And I knew you far too well, I think thats when things got out of hand. My late night drives are never quite as nice, I feel so lonely sitting in my car, driving through these back roads. Your the only one I think about. Your in my thoughts and in my heart. I wish I could forget you tonight. My days are short, and nights are long. I can't seem to sleep anymore, but hey were still friends. And the snows falling outside, and I think of the time, and the snows falling outside and
I think of the time... that I want to forget. And I am cold and callous, and I am free of sympathy.
my tears are dry and empty. My heart is stone, thanks to you! And now I don't need you anymore, you taught me well how to deal with sadness and everything else that comes with being in love. And I am cold and callous, and I am free of sympathy my tears are dry and empty, and some how I still feel everything. I still feel you. ::ENDing:: You promised that you would never, you always said that you would always be there, but your not! but your not! but your not! Sometimes I think that you don't even miss me, but its okay because I don't miss you anymore.
Can you See what I see in your eyes...there is hope for me and you. Do you feel what I feel? In my heart there is emptiness. Living life at your pace is so much harder, I can't keep up. The Things you said are now Fading. The Letters are now gone. Maybe you'll forget.
And all I remember now is how you were...once my friend.
Giving time to me like no one has ever given. Taking time to make sure that I'm okay. The things you said are now fading. The letters are now gone. But maybe you'll forget what we had. Because maybe then I'll forget you. I'll forget you.
The autumn isn't too far away, and neither is your touch, and neither is this feeling. The spring is just around the bend, and when I am there, I hope it never ends. And this my reply to a quote that you left me. That love is so divine, the love that now is mine. this is a feeling that I never really understood, this is a feeling that I will reserve for you...and I don't know how to feel this way, and I don't know how to hold these tears back again. And thats just the way it goes. Well don't feel down just know that I love you. This is a feeling that i never really understood, if i could only tell you how much that i love you so. I would hold you and take you in, this would be my resolution for the new year to come and I don't want to let go. And I am in love with someone again, and this time its real, its real, ites real...to me. And I cannot describe this feeling in my heart, everytime you tell me that you love me I know its real. And every time I think about your face, I remember how you slept when I was sleeping by your side. And I don't want to lose you again! I don't want to lose you again! I don't want to lose you again! I don't want to lose you again.
I remember when I first met you, I was the new kid in class and you came over to me and helped me understand.
You gave me, you helped, you saw me, you knew me. Just remember that I will always be there for you. I never knew that I would fall in love with you, I never knew that I would be your best friend now, I'm grateful yeah, When I hear your voice I feel so weird inside, when I see your face it makes me feel alright, when hug you hard it feels so good, i feel so safe inside your arms. I wrote letters that weren't good enough. To say thank you for all the things you've done. And i remember the things you said, remember all the times we had, remember all the ways you said "I love you". I'll never forget. And thats enough for me, just to say I love you so. I have to show you how I love you. How I love you, How I love you, HOw I love you, ((DISTORTION)) I love you, HOw i need you, How I know you, and how I want to always be with you!
Its been so long, since that first day of school, where we spent the time understanding this place. Its been so long, and now your leaving, i never thought it would be so hard to say goodbye. Bob Marely was our friend, on those weekends that don't end. Spend the time playing tunes, and sharing philosophy. everything has an end, you'll always be a friend to me, i hate to say goodbye, but its time. i'm sorry. Its been so great to have that friend who always knows what to say, we used to make up songs in your house, remember that time we spent the night, singing about the world and singing about our teenage lives. Everything has an end, you'll always be a friend to me, i hate to say goodbye but its time i'm sorry. ::bridge:: The memories I'll always cherish now are in me. its everything! You'll always be a friend, you'll always be friend to me. You'll always be a friend. You'll always be. A friend. A friend.
Its been so hard for me to change. And I have been waiting for you call. I have been dreaming of that time when you come back. But that day isn't coming anymore for me.
And I wonder if you care. And this time, can't you see how much your hurting me inside...wait I forgot...you don't care. My room has turned grey, and all your pictures are staring back at me. Those pictures where we held each other tightly and you never ever let me go.
This is a pain I have, this is all you have given me. After all you've done I don't want to hold you close to me. You used to tell me that you loved me.
I used to believe you so well. I wish that I could believe you.
Do you remember that time, that night we spent together? You kissed me softly, and held my hand. It was a magical moment that lasted for hours at a time.
And now I am alone again. I can't feel you anymore. But I still feel your lips upon mine.
The rain is there. I touched your skin so softly to wake you up. The night was cold but you kept warm, as I held you so close,
I dreamed of things so beautiful to me and you. And that is gone now, theres nothing left for me (to see), and all I have now, is this fading photograph of you and me.
March 30th, 2005
SPRING BREAK
Posted by lL05lEl2 at 05:52 PM on March 30, 2005.
well.. i promised pictures.. here's the last and only day i went out during spring break.
we went to this place
with amy and her sister
and lori
and me
amy and her sister left after the movie
lori and i went here
mocha mint and chocolate chips for a refreshing taste for my sweet tooth *drools*
rasberry and cotton candy *drools*
went here to kill time after the ice cream *drools*
looked at some cds
then the electronics
saw my donniy darko: DIRECTOR'S CUT!!
and this movie i wanna finish from beginning to end MEMENTO!
yea.....
March 22nd, 2005
anyhoot...
Posted by lL05lEl2 at 02:52 PM on March 22, 2005.
what do u think about
THIS
i like it.. looking for a new video for this site... any suggestions? anyone?
hmmm let's see...
FRIDAY:
went out got my free ice cream from alex XP yummy... i told him the best size to get was a "like it" but someone didnt listen... as long as he learned his lesson to always listen to jamie. she knows what she's talking about. tried to drop by debakey. i was a tad bit paranoid. ehh.. ended up not going.. completely.. well we went but i did et to see them. anyhoot.. went off to go watch ring 2. got lost... a LOT. i mean seriously.. WOW! i've never gotten lost so many times just trying to get to one place. geez. eventua;;y found our way. and realized we didnt have to get lost if we just took the belt way (or the feeder) grreat.. lol.. yes. i secretly like getting lost so i try my best to make people lose their way. anyhoot.
oh yea.. the whole boy issue...
alex came to my house. lola saw and she looked.. shocked. really shocked. lol. anyhoot. pretty much "hid" him in my room. went downstairs cause lola2 called me down. she told me to tell father a friend was over (in a paranoid manner). so i did and he just nods. then i ask if we can go watch a movie. he nods again. in the mean time. sister sneaks into my room expecting deana. no. not deana. she made a funny face from what she renacted to me. hahaha. pretty much ran out of the house. got in the car. father realized it was a guy a few hours later. hahaha. he seemed a bit upset. *hides in my closet*
SATURDAY:
mother wakes me up and tells me im going to dallas. O.O WTF?! a bit awkward for me. but thankfully i was sick and so they just let me sleep instead of trying to have one of those "conversations" with me. anyhoot. we went to dallas to pick up my sister's (and my, as soon as i can drive) car. free from my uncle. cause he just finished paying it off. so they're giving it to us. for now, my sister just needs to pay $10 a month for insurance. during lunch there, they had their conversation. i wasn't really paying attention. ehheh.. but yea yea... i understand that's how it was in philippines... the whole boy situations thing with the girls. but most of it isn't how things are done here. and im more accustomed to how things are done here. so... i think they need to change. they'll change for my brothers thought. that's f'sho. T_T
SUNDAY:
dizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy went to sleep
MONDAY:
better. cleaned up a bit. couldn't talk till.. sometime at night. i couldn't sleep. no one called. until... 12:00 am.. thanks. slept around... 3:00 am ish...
TUESDAY:
did more cleaning. now im doing nothing. found this
SITE
Currently listening to: year of the rabbit - last defense
Currently watching: video for last defense
Currently feeling: amused
March 16th, 2005
20's SLANG
Posted by lL05lEl2 at 06:23 PM on March 16, 2005.
lets start using these:
A
ab-so-lute-ly: affirmative
all wet: incorrect
And how!: I strongly agree!
ankle: to walk, i.e.. "Let's ankle!"
apple sauce: flattery, nonsense, i.e.. "Aw, applesauce!"
Attaboy!: well done!; also, Attagirl!
B
baby: sweetheart. Also denotes something of high value or respect.
baby grand: heavily built man
baby vamp: an attractive or popular female, student.
balled up: confused, messed up.
baloney: Nonsense!
Bank's closed.: no kissing or making out ie. "Sorry, mac, bank's closed."
bearcat: a hot-blooded or fiery girl
beat it: scram, get lost.
beat one's gums: idle chatter
bee's knee's: terrific; a fad expression. Dozens of "animal anatomy"
variations existed: elephant's eyebrows, gnat's whistle, eel's hips,
etc.
beef: a complaint or to complain.
beeswax: business, i.e. "None of your beeswax." Student.
bell bottom: a sailor
bent: drunk
berries: (1) perfect (2) money
big cheese: important person
big six: a strong man; from auto advertising, for the new and powerful six cylinder engines.
bimbo: a tough guy
bird: general term for a man or woman, sometimes meaning "odd," i.e. "What a funny old bird."
blotto (1930 at the latest): drunk, especially to an extreme
blow: (1) a crazy party (2) to leave
bohunk: a derogatory name for an Eastern European immigrant. Out of use
by 1930, except in certain anti-immigrant circles, like the KKK.
bootleg: illeagal liquor
breezer (1925): a convertable car
bubs: breasts
bug-eyed Betty (1927): an unattractive girl, student.
bull: (1) a policeman or law-enforcement official, including FBI. (2) nonesense, bullshit (3) to chat idly, to exaggerate
bump off: to kill
bum's rush, the: ejection by force from an establishment
bunny (1925): a term of endearment applied to the lost, confused, etc. Often coupled with "poor little."
bus: any old or worn out car.
bushwa: a euphemism for "bullshit"
Butt me.: I'll take a cigarette.
C
cake-eater: a lady's man
caper: a criminal act or robbery.
cat's meow: great, also "cat's pajamas" and "cat's whiskers"
cash: a kiss
Cash or check?: Do we kiss now or later?
cast a kitten: to have a fit. Used in both humorous and serious
situations. i.e. "Stop tickling me or I'll cast a kitten!" Also, "have
kittens."
chassis (1930): the female body
cheaters: eye glasses
check: Kiss me later.
chewing gum: double-speak, or ambiguous talk.
choice bit of calico: attractive female, student.
chopper: a Thompson Sub-Machine Gun, due to the damage its heavy .45 caliber rounds did to the human body.
chunk of lead: an unnattractive female, student.
ciggy: cigarette
clam: a dollar
coffin varnish: bootleg liquor, often poisonous.
copacetic: excellent
crasher: a person who attends a party uninvited
crush: infatuation
cuddler: one who likes to make out
D
daddy: a young woman's boyfriend or lover, especially if he's rich.
daddy-o: a term of address; strictly an African-American term.
dame: a female. Did not gain widespread use until the 1930's.
dapper: a Flapper's dad
darb: a great person or thing. "That movie was darb."
dead soldier: an empty beer bottle.
deb: a debutant.
dewdropper: a young man who sleeps all day and doesn't have a job
dick: a private investigator. Coined around 1900, the term finds major recognition in the 20's.
dinge: a derogatory term for an African-American. Out of use by 1930.
dogs: feet
doll: an attractive woman.
dolled up: dressed up
don't know from nothing: doesn't have any information
don't take any wooden nickels: don't do anything stupid.
dope: drugs, esp. cocaine or opium.
doublecross: to cheat, stab in the back.
dough: money
drugstore cowboy: A well-dressed man who loiters in public areas trying to pick up women.
dry up: shut up, get lost
ducky: very good
dumb Dora: an absolute idiot, a dumbbell, especially a woman; flapper.
E
earful: enough
edge: intoxication, a buzz. i.e. "I've got an edge."
egg: a person who lives the big life
Ethel: an effeminate male.
F
face stretcher: an old woman trying to look young
fag: a cigarette. Also, starting around 1920, a homosexual.
fella: fellow. As common in its day as "man," "dude," or "guy" is today. "That John sure is a swell fella."
fire extinguisher: a chaperone
fish: (1) a college freshman (2) a first timer in prison
flat tire: a bore
flivver: a Model T; after 1928, also could mean any broken down car.
floorflusher: an insatiable dancer
flour lover: a girl with too much face powder
fly boy: a glamorous term for an aviator
For crying out loud!: same usage as today
four-flusher: a person who feigns wealth while mooching off others.
fried: drunk
futz: a euphemism for "fuck." i.e. "Don't futz around."
G
gams (1930): legs
gatecrasher: see "crasher"
gay: happy or lively; no connection to homosexuality. See "fag."
Get Hot! Get Hot!: encouragement for a hot dancer doing her thing
get-up (1930): an outfit.
get a wiggle on: get a move on, get going
get in a lather: get worked up, angry
giggle water: booze
gigolo: dancing partner
gimp: cripple; one who walks with a limp. Gangster Dion O’Bannion was called Gimpy due to his noticeable limp.
gin mill: a seller of hard liquor; a cheap speakeasy
glad rags: "going out on the town" clothes
go chase yourself: get lost, scram.
gold-digger (1925): a woman who pursues men for their money.
goods, the: (1) the right material, or a person who has it (2) the
facts, the truth, i.e. "Make sure the cops don't get the goods on you."
goof: (1) a stupid or bumbling person, (2) a boyfriend, flapper.
goofy: in love
grummy: depressed
grungy: envious
H
hair of the dog (1925): a shot of alcohol.
half seas over: drunk, also "half under."
handcuff: engagement ring
hard-boiled: tough, as in, a tough guy, ie: "he sure is hard-boiled!"
harp: an Irishman
hayburner: (1) a gas guzzling car (2) a horse one loses money on
heavy sugar (1929): a lot of money
heebie-jeebies (1926): "the shakes," named after a hit song.
heeler: a poor dancer
high hat: a snob.
hip to the jive: cool, trendy
hit on all sixes: to perform 100 per cent; as "hitting on all six
cylinders"; perhaps a more common variation in these days of four
cylinder engines was "hit on all fours". See "big six".
hooch: booze
hood (late 20s): hoodlum
hooey: bullshit, nonsense. Very popular from 1925 to 1930, used somewhat thereafter.
hop: (1) opiate or marijuana (2) a teen party or dance
hope chest: pack of cigarettes
hopped up: under the influence of drugs
Hot dawg!: Great!; also: "Hot socks!" Rarely spelled as shown
outside of flapper circles until popularized by 1940s comic strips.
hot sketch: a card or cut-up
I
"I have to go see a man about a dog.": "I've got to leave now," often meaning to go buy whiskey.
icy mitt: rejection
insured: engaged
iron (1925): a motorcycle, among motorcycle enthusiasts
iron one’s shoelaces: to go to the restroom
ish kabibble (1925): a retort meaning "I should care." Was the
name of a musician in the Kay Kayser Orchestra of the 1930s.
J
jack: money
Jake: great, ie. "Everything's Jake."
Jalopy: a dumpy old car
Jane: any female
java: coffee
jeepers creepers: "Jesus Christ!"
jerk soda: to dispense soda from a tap; thus, "soda jerk"
jigaboo: a derogatory term for an African-American
jitney: a car employed as a private bus. Fare was usually five-cents; also called a "nickel."
joe: coffee
Joe Brooks: a perfectly dressed person; student.
john: a toilet
joint: establishment
juice joint: a speakeasy
K
kale: money
keen: appealing
kike: a derogatory term for a Jewish person
killjoy: a solemn person
knock up: to make pregnant
know one's onions: to know one's business or what one is talking about
L
lay off: cut the crap
left holding the bag: (1) to be cheated out of one's fair share (2) to be blamed for something
let George do it: a work evading phrase
level with me: be honest
limey: a British soldier or citizen, from World War I
line: a false story, as in "to feed one a line."
live wire: a lively person
lollapalooza (1930): a humdinger
lollygagger: (1) a young man who enjoys making out (2) an idle person
M
manacle: wedding ring
mazuma: money
Mick: a derogatory term for Irishmen
milquetoast (1924): a very timid person; from the comic book character Casper Milquetoast, a hen-pecked male.
mind your potatoes: mind your own business.
mooch: to leave
moonshine: homemade whiskey
mop: a handkerchief
munitions: face powder
N
neck: to kiss passionately
necker: a girl who wraps her arms around her boyfriend's neck.
nifty: great, excellent
noodle juice: tea
nookie: sex
Not so good!: I personally disapprove.
"Now you're on the trolley!": Now you've got it, now you're right.
O
ofay: a commonly used Black expression for Whites
off one's nuts: crazy
Oh yeah!: I doubt it!
old boy: a male term of address, used in conversation with other males.
Denoted acceptance in a social environment. Also "old man" "old
fruit." "How's everything old boy?"
Oliver Twist: a skilled dancer
on a toot: a drinking binge
on the lam: fleeing from police
on the level: legitimate, honest
on the up and up: on the level
orchid: an expensive item
ossified: drunk
owl: a person who's out late
P
palooka: (1) a below-average or average boxer (2) a social outsider,
from the comic strip character Joe Palooka, who came from humble ethnic
roots
panic: to produce a big reaction from one's audience
panther sweat (1925): whiskey
percolate: (1) to boil over (2) As of 1925, to run smoothly; "perk"
pet: necking, only more; making out
petting pantry: movie theater
petting party: one or more couples making out in a room or auto
piffle: baloney
piker: (1) a cheapskate (2) a coward
pill: (1) a teacher (2) an unlikable person
pinch: to arrest. Pinched: to be arrested.
pinko: liberal
pipe down: stop talking
prom-trotter: a student who attends all school social functions
pos-i-lute-ly: affirmative, also "pos-i-tive-ly"
punch the bag: small talk
putting on the ritz: after the Ritz Hotel in Paris (and its namesake Caesar Ritz); doing something in high style. Also "ritzy."
Q
quiff: a slut or cheap prostitute
R
rag-a-muffin: a dirty or disheveled individual
rain pitchforks: a downpour
razz: to make fun of
Real McCoy: a genuine item
regular: normal, typical, average; "Regular fella."
Reuben: an unsophisticated country bumpkin. Also "rube"
Rhatz!: How disappointing!
rub: a student dance party
rubes: money or dollars
rummy: a drunken bum
S
sap: a fool, an idiot. Very common term in the 20s.
says you: a reaction of disbelief
scratch: money
screaming meemies: the shakes
screw: get lost, get out, etc. Occasionally, in pre 1930
talkies (such as The Broadway Melody) screw is used to tell a character
to leave. One film features the line "Go on, go on -- screw!"
screwy: crazy; "You're screwy!"
sheba: one's girlfriend
sheik: one's boyfriend
shiv: a knife
simolean: a dollar
sinker: a doughnut
sitting pretty: in a prime position
skirt: an attractive female
smarty: a cute flapper
smoke-eater: a smoker
smudger: a close dancer
sockdollager: an action having a great impact
so's your old man: a reply of irritation
spade: yet another derogatory term for an African-American
speakeasy: a bar selling illeagal liquor
spill: to talk
splifficated: drunk
spoon: to neck, or at least talk of love
static: (1) empty talk (2) conflicting opinion
stilts: legs
struggle: modern dance
stuck on: in love, student.
sugar daddy: older boyfriend who showers girlfriend with gifts in exchange for sex
swanky: (1) good (2) elegant
swell: (1) good (2) a high class person
T
take someone for a ride: to take someone to a deserted location and murder them.
tasty: appealing
teenager: not a common term until 1930; before then, the term was "young adults."
tell it to Sweeney: tell it to someone who'll believe it.
tight: attractive
Tin Pan Alley: the music industry in New York, located between 48th and 52nd Streets
tomato: a "ripe" female
torpedo: a hired thug or hitman
U
unreal: special
upchuck: to vomit
upstage: snobby
V
vamp: (1) a seducer of men, an aggressive flirt (2) to seduce
voot: money
W
water-proof: a face that doesn't require make-up
wet blanket: see Killjoy
wife: dorm roomate, student.
What's eating you?: What's wrong?
whoopee: wild fun
Woof! Woof!: ridicule
X
Y
You slay me!: That's funny!
Z
zozzled: drunk
banquet
Posted by lL05lEl2 at 05:26 PM on March 16, 2005.
i would've enjoyed it more if i wasn't coughing so much and if i had
a thicker jacket... *still numb.. currently in the defrosting phase* oh
and if my head didn't hurt... and if i had better shoes to walk around
in.. any hoot...
we get there... talk a bit... waited to get
our food.. megan and i played anorexic (WE'RE NOT.. we're just tiny...
T_T) got a few compliments... and finally got in the long ine to get
our food... but by the time i got to sit and start eating.. they called
last names "S-B" (weird school) ans so yea.. i had to wait even longer
to eat my food.... finally sat down.. had to eat fast cause DEANA and i
decided to leave as soon as MEGAN got her crap... left SYLVIA T_T
GOME!! *bows japanese style* and silly AMANDA didn't go.... grrrr...
*shakes fist* as soon as we got in DEANA'S sister's car... we headed
for "the strand" decided my shoes were killing me... so i wore DEANA's
shoes... realized i left my dearest addictive umbrella.. i guess that
just means less opportuinities for me to get bad luck... T_T grrr...
anyhoot.. walked around a bit.... couldn't decide where to go what to
eat... like it mattered to me (left my mula at home T_T.. which was a
good thing though other wise i'd be broke) took pics on this bench...
cause this guy was hogging the phone booth... haha... walked around..
went back to the phone booth and took our pics... o.O (no.. sorry...
sister had the digi camera but will eventually post pics. EVENTUALLY)
ran into ppl from the banquet... easy to find them cause we were
dressed up... lol... random ppl offered us free food.. although we were
hungry.. we couldn't accept... pshh... never trust free food from
random strangers... what else what else.... uh.. the end? oh yea..
MEGAN and i mocked the jelly fish dresses XP WHY WOULD YOU WEAR
SOMETHING THAT LOOKS LIKE IT HAD BEEN ATTACKED BY A SHREDDER?!
anyhoot... yea....
jay<3kay
Currently feeling: sick and defrosting
March 14th, 2005
woo hoo
Posted by lL05lEl2 at 05:12 PM on March 14, 2005.
tuesday -
caulus test
type english paper
wednesday-
calculus extra credit due
texas scholar banquet @ moody garden
thursday-
KID DAY ^_^
friday-
early dismissal (10:30)
going out with "turtle guy" XP *evil grin*
more but im in a rush
jay<3kay
March 10th, 2005
SONG LYRICS
Posted by lL05lEl2 at 05:42 PM on March 10, 2005.
RIVERMAYA - You'll Be Safe Here
Nobody knows
Just why we're here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time
Two roads intertwine
And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make us
Fuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall I be
refrain:
Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'Coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here
From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here
Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong
And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe
refrain
When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here
Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything?s unclear
You'll be safe here
From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart
When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here
In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You'll be safe here
When no one understands
I'll believe
You'll be safe,
You'll be safe
You'll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here
March 9th, 2005
Posted by lL05lEl2 at 03:21 PM on March 9, 2005.
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thats all i have to say.. gotta find a site to pload my video files.. any referals?
dont think they can really ground me..
jay<3kay
